Why did I do it?

Made mistake of weighing myself this morning.  No loss.  This has made me VERY grumpy.  I shouldn’t have weighed myself at all.  The challenge is to lose 14lb in 6 weeks then 14lb in the last 6 weeks.  Next time I get weighed officially isn’t till about 15^th March.  I am an idiot, as now I feel really fed up.  I KNOW it’s because I was naughty at the weekend and it’s also my TOM, which doesn’t help.  But when I saw it this morning I really wanted to just quit.

UPDATE – Decided to buck my ideas up and stop whinging.  Went down to the gym and did challenge 1 and 2.  Challenge 1 damn near killed me.  There was one point where I was supposed to be running at 9.5 with an incline of 7.  I just couldn’t do it and I had to turn the machine down to run at 8 and incline 1.  I got really bad shin splints.  Disappointed I couldn’t do it as it was written down but I at least finished the whole 20 mins.  I then went onto the bike and I proper thought I was going to die.  After 3 mins I really didn’t think I could carry on.  I very very nearly quit again but kept thinking ‘just do one more minute see how far you can get’.  I completed the 2000m in 11:22.  I was shaking when I was walking back down and all the way home.  And SOOOOO hungry!!!